hmm.. :(

hey guys. This is my 2nd post for today. hmm. i really feel afraid because i'm scared to be friendzoned with her :'( damn it. i shouldn't had send that letter. i'm scared if She only love me as a friend.. but i love her like i really meant it. And girl.. If you're reading this post. i want to say sorry because i don't have any credit to reply you. My friend always ask me "what so special about her" ok. i say it. You're really nice, intelligent, always with me whenever i have problem. When i had to forgot about how much i used to love my ex-crush, i suddenly think about you. i don't know why. If you friendzoned me... I think my heart is going to break in pieces :'( I sometimes cried when i think if you friendzoned me. I always cared about you like you're the only girl i know in this world (except for my mom because i love her the most :)  ) and also.. my bestfriend.. He loves that girl. he thought that they're couples but she cheated on him. I felt really bad for my friend.

Actually i'm crying when i'm typing this post. Actually i love you a lot than you expected. ok. i'm out :'(

Evanescence concert 23/2/2012 :D

Hey guys. it's been long since i've opened my blog. haha ok. on 23 February 2012, I went to evanescence concert at KL Live Centre!!! :D i also got free tickets because my dad is in the music industry. That day also, i didn't went to school because i felt really sick :( but i went to evanescence concert because i didn't want to miss a chance watching evanescence live :D ok. I went there with my cousin and my cousin's friend. On the way to the venue, there's a traffic jam. It took about 30 minutes. -___- by the time we reached there, there's a DJ trying to pumped up the atmosphere. the DJ was LMFAO old DJ. haha :D The DJ plays rock songs. jyeahh!!! when evanescence came to the stage. everyone started to scream!! haha :) they played their hit songs. the concert only lasted for 1 hour but i enjoyed it :D and also...... on the way back to my house. there's a traffic jam in the parking lot. IT TOOK ABOUT 30 MINUTES!!! -.-' there's a car blocking the way. so that's why all the cars stucked -.-' after that. we went back home.

I seriously enjoyed the concert. right now it's 5:44 pm, i really should take a bath right now. bye guys :D

Avril Lavigne concert yesterday!!!! :D 18/2/2012

Hey guys. Yesterday was the best time of my life!! me, my sis and my sis friend went to Avril Lavigne Black Star tour Finale concert at Stadium Merdeka!!! It was so fun!! before the concert, we have to parked the car far from the Stadium because the police direct us to parked at the construction site =.=' on the way to the stadium, i saw many Avril Lavigne's Black Star tour T-shirt. the shirt is really nice but i didn't buy it because it's too expensive -.-' we also queue to get in the stadium. when the Gates started to opened on 7:15 PM, the security just made a line one for men, one for women. At that time, when i'm going to the men line up, many girls started to push me because they want to go to the women line -.-' but i managed to go to the line. haha :D

Before Avril Lavigne perform, there's a DJ trying to pumped up the atmosphere because at that time, all people were tired waiting for Avril Lavigne but we all stayed there because we CAME there to see Avril Lavigne!!!!! :D on 9:15 PM, Avril Lavigne came to stage and perform her hit song!!! jyeahh!!! :DD She is so beautiful! haha xD when Avril Finished her concert, i felt really sad because that's her last Black Star tour concert :'( and overall, This was the best concert i ever went!!!!!! :D but.. on the way back to my house, there's a traffic jam outside the stadium and it took about 52 MINUTES to get out from there!!! damn it! -.-'

and that's about it. Next concert for me, i think it will be LMFAO and Jessie J because Evanescence concert i can't come. i have school on that day -.-' ok that's for now. bye guys :D

i'm afraid couple break up will effect my studies and my moves :/

Hey guys. I'm really confuse. I'm really afraid to couple with someone because i'm afraid that when we break up, it can effect my studies and my bboy. I really love to be in a relationship with someone but that's the problem. I remembered years ago, i was inlove with someone and then i knew that she already had a boyfriend. my heart at that time just broke into pieces :'( my grades were going down and i lost my moves. I really love to be in a relationship that last forever because that's really cool and romantic :)

and i hope i can find my true love that will stay with me until i grown up :D but for now, i already found my true love. i don't like girls who acts like she's the most beautiful person on earth. I only love girls that are really soft spoken, really nice and can help me when i'm in trouble. ok. that's for now and i wish you guys HAPPY NEW MONTH!! hahaha XD ok PEACE!!