Hye guys. 4 days ago on the 26th of September, Natasha just broke up with me. She broke up with me because she always hurt my feelings. She said to me that she loves me but she just want to end our relationship. Hmm felt really sad and heartbroken at that night.
It's my fault because I didn't trust her all this time. I was so afraid that she will fall in love with someone else. I should had trust her. Yesterday, I was just reading the letters that you gave me and then I found something that you wrote. You wrote "I love you forever" that just left me in tears. I know that you want to end our relationship because you don't want to see me getting hurt. I won't stop you because that's your decision.
Thank you for the best 6 months and 2 days Natasha :') I'll never forget you. I promise. Hmm for the time being, I don't want to be in a relationship because I just want to relax my mind and forget all the things that keeps making me really stress. You asked me to stop loving you but I just can't. I really love you but you're the one that ended our relationship. Hmm maybe someday we'll be together again but I think that day won't come because I heard from someone that you said "why should I be in a relationship with him when he always gets jealous when I'm with other boys" hmm that just really makes me sad.
I just really need to move forward and leave all the memories behind.
Saturday 29 September 2012
Sunday 23 September 2012
Simon's birthday party :D
Hye guys. Hmm just got back after a tiring day at Nik's house celebrating Simon's 14 birthday party. Not in the mood but just want to share it because I'm such a forgetful person. My parents sent me to Nik's house around 11:30 pm because they want to go to Paradigm Mall to find something. When I arrived there, I saw Falliq, Irdina, Nik, Simon (the birthday boy) hahaha and Aseela. They're busy setting things up. Just about 12 in the afternoon, Natasha arrived here. She looks so cute :) and then Faris, Hafis, Fakhrul, Alif and many more came. Simon started the party by playing a game called "Honey, I Love You" The game is like you must tell your friends on your left or right "Honey I love You" that person can't smile or they lose the game. My right is Fakhrul. okay... -.- and then they asked me to change place and sit beside Natasha because she's my girlfriend. hahaha lol. The last four that stayed in the game were me, Natasha, Tasya and Hanisah I think. Simon said who gets to find a pipe plumber "I think -.-" wins the game and Tasya found it first. haha
After we ate the food, we were about to play musical chairs but many people cheated -.- including me. muahahaha xD so Simon changed the game to "Kotak beracun" (I don't know what's the english for that. haha) it's like we must pass the box but if the music stops, whoever hold that box will do something stupid :p hahahaha turned out to be funny than I expected xD Five people didn't get picked including me and we had to do something -.- Simon challenge hafis to do a prank call to his ex girlfriend. hahaha xD and the last two is me and Natasha.. hmm -_- we had to blow up the balloon using our hands and actually we're really scared to do it. So Aiman Hafizan blow up the balloon. hahaha we won the game but I rather give the gift to Natasha :p
I still can't believe they play with the cake Icing. My shirt got CAKE ICING ON IT -.- Hafis, Alif, Simon and all are full of cake icing on their head, shirt and everywhere. I'm lucky because I only got that icing a little bit. haha
Got to admit, this birthday party was the best :) I had so much fun but in the end, just spoil my mood for the day. And even after I came back to my house, I took a nap and I dream about Natasha sitting really close to that person but It turns out to be reality. okay goodbye guys.
After we ate the food, we were about to play musical chairs but many people cheated -.- including me. muahahaha xD so Simon changed the game to "Kotak beracun" (I don't know what's the english for that. haha) it's like we must pass the box but if the music stops, whoever hold that box will do something stupid :p hahahaha turned out to be funny than I expected xD Five people didn't get picked including me and we had to do something -.- Simon challenge hafis to do a prank call to his ex girlfriend. hahaha xD and the last two is me and Natasha.. hmm -_- we had to blow up the balloon using our hands and actually we're really scared to do it. So Aiman Hafizan blow up the balloon. hahaha we won the game but I rather give the gift to Natasha :p
I still can't believe they play with the cake Icing. My shirt got CAKE ICING ON IT -.- Hafis, Alif, Simon and all are full of cake icing on their head, shirt and everywhere. I'm lucky because I only got that icing a little bit. haha
Got to admit, this birthday party was the best :) I had so much fun but in the end, just spoil my mood for the day. And even after I came back to my house, I took a nap and I dream about Natasha sitting really close to that person but It turns out to be reality. okay goodbye guys.
Wednesday 19 September 2012
18 September 2012! THE WANTED MEET AND GREET :DD and MSSS Taekwondo
Hey guys :D I've been posting a lot post today because many things just happened this week. hahahha xD On 18 September 2012, I went to a Taekwondo competition and The Wanted meet and greet!! :DD okay let's start with the taekwondo first. Me and my dad went to Matsushita Stadium at Shah Alam on 7:15 am because I entered a taekwondo competition representing my school. haha. On 8:45 am, I was so shocked after my coach told me that i'm in the 2nd game, I change into my taekwondo outfit and protection really fast. Before the game started, Haziq been giving me some tips about sparring. After that, my game has started. I fought against some Indian boy but I lost 7 - 1 because I surrender. The Indian boy kicked my jaw until many blood came out -.- and then he kicked my neck. at that time I almost blackout and can't breath. that's why I stop. My dad took me home and I rest for about 4 hours because on 5 pm, my dad is going to take me and my sis to meet The Wanted at One Utama :D
We arrived 5:30 pm and my dad rushed to find the winners of the meet and greet. Me and my sis cued at the line to meet them :) on 7:30 pm, The Wanted came and many girls started to scream like some crazy people -.- and then, the signing session starts. When I took their signatures, Nathan asked me "how was the concert?" and I said "It was hella fun" hehehe :D and Max and Jay said to me "I like your style" :DD And finally I got a chance to shake all of The Wanted hands :D but when i'm about to shake Max hand, The bodyguard pull me and Max had to stand infront and reach my hand. -.- haha
And I can't believe Jay said that to me. hehehehehehhehe :DDD It was the best signing session and meet and greet I ever went :DD Nathan, Siva, Tom, Max and Jay were sooo friendly! ^___^ they're the best boybands and the most friendliest. haha and I got their Signature :D okay. goodbye guys :)
We arrived 5:30 pm and my dad rushed to find the winners of the meet and greet. Me and my sis cued at the line to meet them :) on 7:30 pm, The Wanted came and many girls started to scream like some crazy people -.- and then, the signing session starts. When I took their signatures, Nathan asked me "how was the concert?" and I said "It was hella fun" hehehe :D and Max and Jay said to me "I like your style" :DD And finally I got a chance to shake all of The Wanted hands :D but when i'm about to shake Max hand, The bodyguard pull me and Max had to stand infront and reach my hand. -.- haha
And I can't believe Jay said that to me. hehehehehehhehe :DDD It was the best signing session and meet and greet I ever went :DD Nathan, Siva, Tom, Max and Jay were sooo friendly! ^___^ they're the best boybands and the most friendliest. haha and I got their Signature :D okay. goodbye guys :)
17 September 2012 THE WANTED CONCERT!! :DD
Hye guys :D I'm soooo happy because on 17 September, I got a chance to meet and go to The Wanted Concert!!! :DDD okay, me, my sis and my dad rushed to Sunway Lagoon because he had to find the winners list for The Wanted meet and greet. Me and my sis got a chance to see Kyle Patrick, The Click Five lead vocalist soundcheck on 2:30 pm and he shaked my hand ^__^ He was so friendly with the fans. hahaha and then we followed my dad to picked up my sis friend Shen. She's my sis childhood friend and now she's all grown up. And She's so beautiful and cute. haha. After we arrived, we had to find some place to fill our tummys. hahaha lol xD we ate at the Subway where Shen bought us the sandwich :O I was so shocked at that time when she's paying for it. haha and I ordered Steak and cheese :3 After eating, I followed my sis and Shen to Living Cabin to find a perfect gifts for The Wanted because all of us got a chance to meet The Wanted :D but she didn't bought anything. Only Shen did. hahaha.
We went to the waiting place and we saw VJ Holly from MTV interview some the wanted fans. She's soo beautiful in real life :3 muehehehe xD On 6:40 pm, All the winners for the meet and greet starts to walked to the place where The Wanted will meet us. We had to wait them for about 1 hour 36 minutes. The guards were very strict -.- and our line was the first to go and meet them :DDD I got to shake hands with Jay and Max :DD but I didn't got to meet Siva, Nathan and Tom because he's busy with other fans :(
After that we rushed to the concert venue to get good spots to watch the concert. The Opening act was Kyle Patrick. He was so awesome but he only sang about 4 songs or 5 like that. And then, The Wanted came and they brought so much energy to the crowd! When they sang "Heart Vacancy" they pulled out some lucky fans. hahaha. The Concert finished around 10:30 pm but we had to stay until 11:30 because my dad was guarding Kyle Patrick because he had a Signing session for his fans.
For me, This is the best concert I ever went! :DD I hope The Wanted will come to Malaysia again ^____^
We went to the waiting place and we saw VJ Holly from MTV interview some the wanted fans. She's soo beautiful in real life :3 muehehehe xD On 6:40 pm, All the winners for the meet and greet starts to walked to the place where The Wanted will meet us. We had to wait them for about 1 hour 36 minutes. The guards were very strict -.- and our line was the first to go and meet them :DDD I got to shake hands with Jay and Max :DD but I didn't got to meet Siva, Nathan and Tom because he's busy with other fans :(
After that we rushed to the concert venue to get good spots to watch the concert. The Opening act was Kyle Patrick. He was so awesome but he only sang about 4 songs or 5 like that. And then, The Wanted came and they brought so much energy to the crowd! When they sang "Heart Vacancy" they pulled out some lucky fans. hahaha. The Concert finished around 10:30 pm but we had to stay until 11:30 because my dad was guarding Kyle Patrick because he had a Signing session for his fans.
For me, This is the best concert I ever went! :DD I hope The Wanted will come to Malaysia again ^____^
Hi Tea MPP 2012! :D
Hye guys :) Just want to share you guys about my prefects Hi tea last Sunday ^_^ My school prefects Hi Tea was at Tropicana golf country resort and the theme for the Hi Tea is "Retro". All people have to wear Retro shirt or style including me. hahaha xD When I arrived there, I saw Hafis waving at me to come to the Form 2 table. They divide each table with different Form of prefects :D I saw one Form one Prefect, She wore some 80's colourful jumpsuit and an afro. looks really funny and so Retro. hahaha xD I ate some noodles and fruits. Actually I can eat more but my stomach makes some problem -.- Me and Hafis perform there as bboy dancer for a play made my our friend Simon Michael named "Zaman Moden vs Zaman dulu" which means 2012 time vs Retro time 1980. hahaha :p we made a lot of mistakes -.- but managed to get the crowd cheering for us. hehehe xD After that, me and my friends went to take our Asar Prayer :) their Musolla is located beside the bowling area. After done praying, Me and Hafis cypher at the bowling rink but we ran fast to the Hi Tea place because they are taking photos of the prefects.
For me, Prefects Hi Tea 2012 was the besttttttttt!!! :DDDDD can't wait for next year :) on and Congratulations for Simon Michael and Balqish for winning the best dress for the event ^_^
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Saturday 1 September 2012
9 hour day at Sunway Pyramid!! -.- and Red Bull BC One Asia Pacific Qualifier :D
Hye guys :) Can't believe September has arrived! and I only have 3 months to relax before next year because I'll be in Form 3. PMR!!! -____- hahaha oh and yesterday, me and my sis went to sunway pyramid because my sis wants to go to "the Wanted Day" :D and also my dad has some work to do there. Many girls participate to win the backstage passes, meet and greet, concert tickets and more.
I also participate in the dance competition. hehehhe xD but i lost -.- nevermind about that because I didn't well prepared. hahaha and there's one chinese girl. She's sooo cute!! :3 hehe xD
about 9 hour we stayed at the Sunway Pyramid mall because my dad has some work. And I didn't get a chance to see the Red Bull BC One Asia Pacific Qualifier :( but I already watched the repeat of the battle. All the judges picked Babylon as the winner -.- Eventhough Bboy Juicy lost to Bboy Babylon but Juicy already made Malaysia proud and become the best bboy in South East Asia :)) but for me, I think Juicy won the battle. hehehe xD and congratulations to Bboy Shorty Force for winning the Red Bull BC One Asia Pacific Qualifier :)
Okay. goodbye guys :D
I also participate in the dance competition. hehehhe xD but i lost -.- nevermind about that because I didn't well prepared. hahaha and there's one chinese girl. She's sooo cute!! :3 hehe xD
about 9 hour we stayed at the Sunway Pyramid mall because my dad has some work. And I didn't get a chance to see the Red Bull BC One Asia Pacific Qualifier :( but I already watched the repeat of the battle. All the judges picked Babylon as the winner -.- Eventhough Bboy Juicy lost to Bboy Babylon but Juicy already made Malaysia proud and become the best bboy in South East Asia :)) but for me, I think Juicy won the battle. hehehe xD and congratulations to Bboy Shorty Force for winning the Red Bull BC One Asia Pacific Qualifier :)
Okay. goodbye guys :D
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